This is tearing me apart
These days are getting longer
Cold nights I hold my heart
Praying I’ll grow stronger.
This cannot be me
These were not my dreams
Now all I see
Is failure it seems.
Make a choice they say
Yet they have made my choice
Made long before today
No one listening to my voice
I am shouting out
or am I only gasping for air
Filled with doubt
Tell me, do I dare?
Not strong enough to Stay
Too much love to leave
Please, show me the way
Please, make me believe