Maybe it is the weather. (Grey)
Maybe it is the change in diet. (Less Energy)
Perhaps it is the running…
I don’t know what it is, but I just feel down. I was with friends last night, and at least three of them asked me why I was so quiet. I don’t know why I am so quiet. I’m observing. Lately, I have just been going out to watch people. To see if there is anyone that even remotely sparks my interest. As of yet, no luck. 🙂
I feel lonely, I know that. But that is normal, and not new. I am surrounded by more people lately then I ever have been before. (I am very grateful for that BTW). However, some days I get home and I want to sweet talk with someone. Sometimes I just want the words “I love you” to slip from my lips. To hear those words would warm my heart better still.
To be honest, I think I am lacking human contact. And I thrive on contact and touch. Some people truley are recharged by the power of touch, and I am one of those people.
Back to the grind…