I Have Good and Bad Days

Today is just one of those days where I am breathing…  Nothing more, nothing less.  I miss her today.  I put my denim jacket on this morning (due to the cold!) and I could feel the tears well up behind my eyes. 

Remember the day was were in the city and both packed the same warm clothes?  I fell even deeper still for you that day.

And the night you fell asleep in my arms on the train.  That, right then and there, was the moment I thought I realized I could hold you for the rest of my life, and I would have.

The guy sitting across from us;  looking at my hands brushing your hair: “That’s what it is about isn’t it?” 

He was right. 

I have days where I can only think of the bad things.  I have moments when I realize “she isn’t thinking about me, so why am I thinking about her?” 

But then I have days, and moment during that day, where it seems everything around me is telling me we belonged together…  Those are the days that hurt like hell. 

“If you just can’t get someone out of your head, maybe they are supposed to be there.”

Remember this… “You have moved into the back left corner of my brain…”  To bad you kicked me out.

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