Why would you ask someone how they are doing if you are not prepared or willing to be supportive if indeed the answer is less than desirable?
I have again been reminded of the reasons we are not together. Because when I answered with “Today seems to be one of the hard ones.” I received no response.
What makes me pathetic is that I am sitting here with my heart in the pit of my stomach. Because even though I can recognize what is wrong with this scenario, I still keep the oh-so-false hope that she might actually call and tell me that it will be okay. She might want to be supportive like I have always been, and continue to be even now.
On a scale from one to ten on how much space she is taking up in my brain right now… its a 9 for sure.